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Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 11:46 PM

Mood: highly irritable. high level of cursing alert.

landed back in Perth in a very bad mood. with my irritability on a high i think i was abit harsh with some people. though i still think they deserve it.

watched 4 episodes of gossip girl on the plane. couldnt stop thinking too much about stupid things that cropped up so i took it out on eating alot of food. then i think about how i cant complain to shu about how i am thinking about stupid things and i get even more depressed. and then i think about how even the thought of going to melbourne to study with shu is laughable and that just makes me sadder. and now my adium is not connecting. and then i can't curse here cause i know ill get a shelling from some ppl who read my blog.

GREAT. my adium FINALLY connected. oh nice. it just disconnected again. this is a perfect moment for cursing

Long Time Coming

Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 8:13 PM

letters from Melbourne.

~ for the first time...

3D2N spent at shu's place at the Rusden. i autographed my name at some small discrete corner of the room to mark forever that i was the first to visit (*very evil laughter*)... at least i think i was the first. hmm... Nobody knew what we would do once the fateful day of reunion bore down upon us, no plans, no car and nowhere to go, but one word trumped the day... ' Spontaneous.'

Visiting Monash was interesting. I think i actually mastered acting like a Monash student in that few hours i was there. Put faces to the many names ive heard before. Fimy, Kai and Min, thanks for being so friendly hahahaha. The legendary Maccas at 3am, Pancake parlour and Sofia's. It was just one massive eating spree to the next in a never ending cycle... but rachel and shu ALWAYS win. When it comes to eating, we're a killer combi man.

The most memorable 2 nights in a row pool and ping pong matches. Black and white games that we take forever to get thru. Maybe it was more like squabbling and jostling for power. Car rides with drivers who thought they were straight out of a Fast and Furious movie, credit though to their driving skills and for delivering us safely from place to place everytime. We must have all lost our minds for 2 nights. What were we thinking man! Lol, but a heartfelt thank you for taking us out every night guys :)

Then of course there's my dear shu. Although it was short, and i wished i stayed longer, i had a helluva time girl. I havent had such let urself go crazy spontaneous fun in a long time and our HTHT sessions in the dead of the night. So when it starts to feel lonely, know that distance doesnt even come close to mattering yea. Even if i had to fly here to smack touchy you-know-whos with a beer bottle i will. Be brave girlie and i hope you'll find all you want soon. Here's a song to you... :)

My Wish, Rascal Flatts

" I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,

And each road leads you where you want to go,

And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

And if one door opens to another door closed,

I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,

All the ones who love you, in the place you left,

I hope you always forgive, and you never regreat,

And you help somebody every chance you get,

Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,

And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,

Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,

You never need to carry more than you can hold.

And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,

I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,

Yeah this is my wish."

I hate to leave Melbourne. I really do... Gonna cry right now.

Isz says we gotta suck it up and live life....