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Bittersweet Dawn
Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 11:15 PM

Staring at the flawless whitewashed ceiling blemished only by a lone fan. At the break of a new dawn and a new year, my mind inadvertently drifts to the year past and how it's been and how I have changed. 

Thinking back life could have been better, still I couldn't be more thankful to God for all the blessings he's given me. Good results, entrance to a good school, a new niece, the opportunity to perform in Oschool's recital, new found friends and most importantly keeping me and my family safe for yet another year. 

And though 2008 was good, in 2009 it is my hope that i will find my meaning in this life, God's purpose for me here on earth. For I've soon found that life is hardly worth the living without it. What am i here for? There has got to be more than just the mundane routines i pace through from dusk till dawn. More to the life I've led for myself . More to the many faces and roles i have to play to seek some solace for my sanity. More to the human heart than those many i've encountered.

As 2009 rushes onward, the near future sees the approaching of yet another  loved one i must set free. And though i am happy that you've grown and can now do this on your own, it's still sad to let go the hand that i've been for so long leading through wind and storm. Nonetheless i could not be more proud of you my dear nor could i be more happy. Forgive me for feeling bittersweet. :) Keeping you in my heart always. You know the hotline :)

I send my love out to,

Hils
Shu
Felle
Jesmine
Kate
Israel
Jordan
Oschool & Ryan
Keith
Bev
Kor Wes
Xiaodi
and of course my dear sister and parents

Thank you all! For I would not be standing at the end of 2008 and the dawn of 2009 if it was not for you guys. You have truly been great blessings to me.  God Bless in the coming year and may our friendships never waver for many years to come.

Happy New Year everybody. May your swords stay sharp! :)





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