One milli♥n what nots

Hungry girl makes an angry girl

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 7:51 AM

The time now is 7:51am and i find myself sitting outside an LT door on a wednesday morning. Mind you its merely the second week of school. I don't know why i'm even sitting next to the bloody door when people reporting in for their 8am lecture (madness, why would they even want an 8am lecture) repeatedly take their turn at opening and closing the doors, bestowing me with drafts of cold air every 10 secs. Why can't they just arrive at the same time.

I'm usually rather amiable in the mornings. Just that i need my breakfast first AND I DON'T HAVE MY BREAKFAST TODAY, as of yet. Coffee Club should just hurry up and open already. PLUS, i just can't seem to get over the results of my shitty tutorial allocation. I can't believe i have a 5 day week. CRAPS, you see how impt breakfast is kids, i become a whinning complaining goddess without it.

Anyway on the brighter side of life. Being back to school again is somewhat fun. At least i feel like i'm making some contribution to society as i study to become the next big thing of Singapore. ahh... okay not really, but still I'm a part of the future of the nation right? Of course. But of course with school comes hell again twice over, swimming in readings that never end and barrels of coffee that burn up me maaarrnieee. I wonder why watching videos never have the same sleep-inducing effect academic papers have on me. Its a mystery.

Alrighte, its getting really chilly outside this door, i shall go seek some solace in a more unconspicuous corner.

I'll leave you with my new candy boy. Mwaha looking at him makes me less cold already. HAHA. I know i'm crazy, shutup. So what if i like koreans, not cool enough for you?

Blessings

Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 11:39 PM

Meet the people that mean everything to me! The people that i would literally jump in front of a bullet for. Run into a burning building, stand in front of a speeding car, laser beam an evil scientist, dive 1000 leagues under the sea, become vegetarian, never eat bread ever again for!

THANK YOU FOR 2008 guys! I hope you know i love you all very very much :)

SG Wannabe

Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 12:45 AM

Staring Dong Wan. Still one of my fav music vids or rather music drama though its rather old!

Bittersweet Dawn

Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 11:15 PM

Staring at the flawless whitewashed ceiling blemished only by a lone fan. At the break of a new dawn and a new year, my mind inadvertently drifts to the year past and how it's been and how I have changed.

Thinking back life could have been better, still I couldn't be more thankful to God for all the blessings he's given me. Good results, entrance to a good school, a new niece, the opportunity to perform in Oschool's recital, new found friends and most importantly keeping me and my family safe for yet another year.

And though 2008 was good, in 2009 it is my hope that i will find my meaning in this life, God's purpose for me here on earth. For I've soon found that life is hardly worth the living without it. What am i here for? There has got to be more than just the mundane routines i pace through from dusk till dawn. More to the life I've led for myself . More to the many faces and roles i have to play to seek some solace for my sanity. More to the human heart than those many i've encountered.

As 2009 rushes onward, the near future sees the approaching of yet another loved one i must set free. And though i am happy that you've grown and can now do this on your own, it's still sad to let go the hand that i've been for so long leading through wind and storm. Nonetheless i could not be more proud of you my dear nor could i be more happy. Forgive me for feeling bittersweet. :) Keeping you in my heart always. You know the hotline :)

I send my love out to,

Hils

Shu

Felle

Jesmine

Kate

Israel

Jordan

Oschool & Ryan

Keith

Bev

Kor Wes

Xiaodi

and of course my dear sister and parents

Thank you all! For I would not be standing at the end of 2008 and the dawn of 2009 if it was not for you guys. You have truly been great blessings to me. God Bless in the coming year and may our friendships never waver for many years to come.

Happy New Year everybody. May your swords stay sharp! :)