My dear hilary is gonna be gone in an hour, back to the UK. Why do both my best friends leave me here alone. This must be why they say love hurts. Its tragic i tell you. 

I realised Ive never posted about hilary. Its not true i love you any less qing ai de! You're  just about the only person who is willing to listen to all my whining. Rants about F1, bitches and useless guys. Sorry you had to spend your last day here listening to my nonsense again lol. And we totally should not have done it in front of israel. GREAT.

I am tired. Really am. I wish i could just head to some secluded island and just do nothing but stare at the pounding waves for just one day. Drink some peach martinis under the stars. I just wonder why we play these silly games. Im tired now. You had your second chances yea. Now just stay away from me. 

Im not emo, please, everybody dont blast me with worried messages. Im how zai. CHILL YOZ. Everyone please remain calm. Please stay seated with your safety belts on. Oxygen masks are above your head, lifejackets underneath your seat.

 Time to find my friend Napoleon.