One milli♥n what nots

Good Morning Sunshine!

Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 8:36 AM

When life gets depressing, it's the people you love and who love you that keep you going. Chug chug chugging up my mountain of work like thomas the engine, I think i can i think i can. Choo choo.....

Singapore Grand Prix was seriously a damn drama mama race. Piquet crashing, the always annoying safety car procedures. Then of course poor Massa who lost his significant lead over Hamilton thanks to the semi automatic refulling system. Then my dear Kimi crashing out with only a few laps to go. Ferrari almost made me die from hyperventilation seriously.

But of course the underdogs of the day Alonso and Rosberg. Both drove good races the whole way. It has always been the case of who makes the least mistakes wins hasn't it? I would say that all the three who made it to Parc Fermé deserved their positions. Even Hamilton whom i normally hate. Mclaren ran a clean and tight race.

Haha this is such an apt photo of Alonso. From 15th on grid to 1st at the chequered flag! Damn cute la he was doing that hitting chest I'M DA MAN thing.

Singapore GP was really one of the best GP I've seen since 1995. Thank you Singapore, it was spectacular, made me proud to be a Singaporean.

Rest of the week is gonna be hell, i can just see it, Armageddon crashing down upon me. Sucky project mates are probably the thing i hate most now. Rahhh. It's gonna be a long long week.

My dear boy is coming back soon. Starbucks opening shift tmr. Who's coming to visit me?

CRISIS

Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 4:17 PM

Crisis crisis.... Seriously crisis.

Tyler's favourite word. Haha I miss tyler.

He was always one to easily win me over. Crisis.

First

Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 9:19 PM

I think the sky is such a beautiful place. It never ceases to make me sigh in gratitude and say my God is amazing.

I want to be the sky. So that i can look down upon the world and always watch over all the people i love. Fly there when they need me. Never out of my sight.

Like a river. Always rolling onwards. Gentle. Yet bringing with it as it goes, everything in its path. Always changing. Never stopping. Never to return.

You should've seen that sunrise

Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 10:30 PM

And i watched the sunrise, in NUS, on the first day of semester break, when i should really be lying on a beach somewhere chilling to Mraz and some martinis ( i know, i really like martinis :D ) Watching the twilight trickle into day, reminiscing about the sunrise we missed the last time. I find myself instead sipping some pretty crappy 50cent vending machine coffee with only my sweater to keep me company. And alex of course.

I should burn all my sweaters, they know more than they should. Anyone want to buy me a new one?

Currently using the fact that i spent the entire morning till evening studying as an excuse not to do so at night. Preferring instead to succumb to the greater evils that lure me into watching mindless shows and playing mindless games. Yes like pet society.

Say hello to the bad BAD people who write on school property and tempt me into watching a movie instead of studying.

I flipped through pictures taken at CJ last year at an attempt to clear up the jumble of chaos that is my hard drive. Couldn't help the pang of loneliness from washing over me. Suddenly i itch for some emo josh groban songs.

I really miss you Shu. Don't you wish its endless noodle king queues, futile attempts to pry ourselves away from csi and parading around in underwear all over again. Not forgetting the people who swam in white t shirts for you.

Hilary and Shu. Don't leave me here please? :'(

On a lighter note, i suddenly have this obsession for waffles and digestive biscuits. It feels like christmas when i see them. I can eat a whole roll of digestives in one day. Check out yesterday's crazy good max brener's waffle. Chocolate to your thighs!!!!! Well mine.

I must be going insane from all this stress. (I know people like israel and xiao di are giving me that ' You're gonna be so freaking fat at 30' look. I cross my heart i will spend tmr eating nothing but lettuce in sincere repentance. HONEST!)

We should've have seen that sunrise. You'll be with me the next time.

Take care everyone. Rmbr rach loves you.

I HEART HILARY

Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 8:49 AM

We are all such nerds. You know its serious when even chung siang is doing it lol.

Mid term break is here and i finally get a chance to catch up with my what has now accumulated into a mountain load of readings. Have one week to finish that, plus write my Psych mid term paper, plus prepare for Psych mid term test, plus finish my geog projects with a capital S, and cultural studies project. HOORAY!

On a side note, can i just say i really hate projects.

My dear hilary is gonna be gone in an hour, back to the UK. Why do both my best friends leave me here alone. This must be why they say love hurts. Its tragic i tell you.

I realised Ive never posted about hilary. Its not true i love you any less qing ai de! You're just about the only person who is willing to listen to all my whining. Rants about F1, bitches and useless guys. Sorry you had to spend your last day here listening to my nonsense again lol. And we totally should not have done it in front of israel. GREAT.

I am tired. Really am. I wish i could just head to some secluded island and just do nothing but stare at the pounding waves for just one day. Drink some peach martinis under the stars. I just wonder why we play these silly games. Im tired now. You had your second chances yea. Now just stay away from me.

Im not emo, please, everybody dont blast me with worried messages. Im how zai. CHILL YOZ. Everyone please remain calm. Please stay seated with your safety belts on. Oxygen masks are above your head, lifejackets underneath your seat.

Time to find my friend Napoleon.

Pink boxers and Popcorn

Monday, September 8, 2008 @ 7:43 AM

This is what we call a wanna-be-chao-mugger's view at 730 in the morning, with ah peh kopi 'o' included as well. A pretty exciting picture already i would think, my default acting geek vision scope is usually a much more drab view of the old and clinical-ish school library. Why can't we have library with the grandeur of those portrayed in movies with high ceilings and roman colums and dark oak tables, a fire place or two. Maybe even an enchanted sky like Hogwarts. That would be so cool. But no. Our library must look like, well, crap. Maybe when i get in there later ill take another pic for you to see, but you see... library not open yet. GOSH, i have no life.

School is pretty much not bad i guess. Just that studying is damn tiring, my concentration no more stamina man. How i wish Shu was here with me then we can mug together. Or maybe more likely we would distract each other watching lame videos and gossiping. Then Shu would whine for starbucks and i would whine for food or the lack thereof. Hope you're enjoying yourself Shu. You'd better be considering you pangseh me here for there.

Here's my newest niece trying to be a one eyed pirate.

Yet again another pretty good picture since the other 50 odd pictures show her frowning. Maybe someone stole her yo ho ho and a bottle of rum, or milk.

It never ceases to amaze me how we often take for granted how easily life ends as it easily begun. Perhaps we only notice it for the moments when we lose someone and then easily yet again cease to hold on to it. We live day to day as though we know for sure that we'll live to see forever. But as we all know we don't and anytime we can just go like *POOF* *snaps fingers* *BANG*, and TADAA! You never get to eat another newton bbq stingray again, or breadtalk pork floss bun.

So my point is, everybody should be nicer to me. Buy me more breadtalk and mooncakes. What if i die tmr. You'll live the rest of your life with regret for stopping me from eating that extra waffle at lunch la. Or that whole box of popcorn i wanted to finish.

People owe me lunch dates too yo. My school so near clementi and town now dont want to jio me out. I go Switzerland then want to jio me go lunch is it. Fools

Anyway Lets end of with a minute of silence in respect for kongkong. I'm glad you're in a better place Kong kong where illness and pain will no longer touch you! I'll never forget the times we made you laugh till we all cried and the way you always called me with that booming voice. Ill keep my promise to you too kong kong! Its still our little secret shhh =)

And then lets after that have another minute of silence for tyrons incredible pink boxers. Its really INCREDIBLE ty. What a first impression. Lol.

Library is calling me. Bonjour!

And as easily as i think about not taking life for granted. I will once again forget it in a flash, choosing to spend my entire day in pursuit of something that will only take value many years on.

And the wheels on the bus go round and round.